Pain

When you get cut, do you always bleed? I know you've got scars only you can see! It's like getting burned with no flesh wound, but just as deep like you've been split in two! It's a pain only you feel coz it's different for everyone else. They may seem to understand coz, they've been through it too but, they don't know your pain, now, not while it's brand new. It's hard sometimes when you just wanna feel, but don't let it beat you.... "Down on your luck." That's what they say. "Things will get better" . But you don't listen. You wanna feel the pain so you know that it's real, know that its not just another messed up thought you get in your head. Those ones when you wish and pray you were dead. And when it gets better you begin to forget, or at least let go of any regret. Your alone on your own when the memories start to haunt.... That's when I'll be there. Coz I too have been cut, burned and buried so deep, it's hard even just to breeeathe. So what if it didn't bleed it still left a mark, so just know from now I'll be here when your thoughts go dark and, I'll never judge. I will be always and whenever you need, your strength when you are feeling weak. So laugh when you want and cry when you need. Never hold back your feelings with me!!!