pain

my pain and misery,fall from the sky

so hard i try to ignore it,but it still gets by

surrounded with memories of what could have been 

the pain,hatred screams under my skin

passing through my veins is the anger i feel

wounds break open ,as soon as they heal,seal whatever

darkness surrounds me with every stepi take 

i manage a smile everysing day night in their middist

but do you or they know how it`s a fake?

i laugh so hard when they talk to me ,sif there nothing wrong

but inside im dying,wishing they could see

i`m as different inside as i am the same

wish they could see they are not to blame 

i know the truth but its locked in my heart 

painfull to share ,dont want no one to know 

and now  more than ever ,its tearing me apart.

im in pain.

im a sad one inside.