pain .

lately , all I've been feeling is pain .. seems like love is something hard to gain .. everything seemed fine at first .. until I saw my heart left in the dirt .. left .. not in whole , but in pieces .. torn .. ripped & with no life .. gave up my heart & had it broken twice .... holding the pieces in the palm of my hands .... man , this isn't the love that I planned .. why does pain have to hurt so bad ? .. why am I always left feeling sad ? .. why'd she leave my heart in the dirt ? .. why does this thing called "love" , always seem to hurt ? .. should've known giving my all would hurt me in the end .. Lord , help me find love .. my heart can't take this again ..