I want to rip out my heart to get rid of the pain.
Im not ready for the next lifetime.
Just take this feeling in between my breast away.
Make the time go pass.
When you're out of my mind.
I don't want to feel this beat.
Unfortunatly, I need it .... to live.
The timing is never right.
It will never be.
Wish I can turn back the hands of time.
To prevent this pain from killing me inside.
You suppose to care.
Why do you hurt me so bad?
Now I know why everyone avoids your path.
You create the best memories and the worst pain.
I wont to say I never want to meet you again.
But thats not life.
It's not the first time you hurt me, it wont be your last.
This pain feels unbearable.
But, I heal everytime.
I felt close to defeat.
but then, then i gain strength and stand to my feet.
you are the reason I must go on.
Physically, mentally and spritually, I am strong.
You teach me life lessons daily.
No one hurts me like you do.
Every obstacle that comes my way.
I conquer because of you.