"The Pain I Feel In My Leaking Heart"

Look at me and see what you want Never want the fame but I do want the glory I'm never going back to who I was People judge me than say it's all in my head I swore higher than the eagle with much pain Pain that they can't see, feel, or ever want to understand Looking in the mirror why do I cry So much pain I feel like this has been the most hurt in my heart Trying is never enough I must succeed in everything I do to prove a point that won't get me any chance to change a once judged mind Blood running deep in my skin the veins and vessels that I call my own Why judge on the person that tries her best The pain that I leak from my weak mouth words coming out that no one can understand Notice me for the brains that I grow to become a brilliant mind The choices I make will never become the choices they will take One on my mind and one in my wallet never spent that friendship like they did I take a deep breath and ask myself why am I on the edge and not in my class I daydream about my tomorrow what will become of it The pain that I feel leaks slowly from my veins nothing but weakness that I feel What a shame that you had so much but have little now No one will ever take a chance with a person like me Let me be the one that will turn the world around in the next decade so they know who I am Looking for an answer but no ones at home why does my heartache Sad that I became who I am today and not who I wanted to grow up to become Just another misunderstood teen in this world No time for a world that has to judge me so poorly