From pain to light

I can' breath, I can't see

Only darkness surrounds me 

Beat me, hate me  

You said you loved me...

Carresing the scars you gave me,

The nightmares you made me ,

 I was suppose to be your baby

My protector , my light

Only to find out you were my fright.

Innocence stripped head to toes,

Who am I , Who are you?

My worlds are at fold. 

I didn't choose this deck,  but my cards have been told

Years of questions; conserns.

Will I ever make it out of this toll.

Will i ever make it to the light or will this be my tail

Tail aggony and crushed dreams screaming to prevail.

Days, weeks , it took a couple years

Till I took control of my path,

NO,  you will no longer be near.

Light, 

I FOUND LIGHT,

And im running to be healed, 

Brighter, warmer

Could this be my corner?

Bright white room, I no longer feel doomed.

The mirror , no Im scared..

But what do I see?

I see a future ahead of me 

Tables turn, 

Bridges burn,

You are no longer in sight

You were my fear and my pain ,

But all that brought me to light

Now im fighting everyday to make my future right.