Pain,Confusion, and Tears

My pain that I hold,

I tried to "play the game",

I tried covering up,

why am I still unhappy?

My confusion that I have,

it made me see a illusion of what life is,

why can't I live freely?

My tears,

I hold in many days, and nights

I have so much fears.

Will I ever see a sunlight?

My pain, confusion, and tears I can't take it any more.

I have to cure myself soon enough!

I don't know what will happen if I don't cure this pain, confusion, and tears.