Painful

My life is so painful, I can't even explain what exactly how I feel right now, I can see into your eyes, Your eyes tell me that I am losing you? I can see into your eyes with tears, I don't know what to say because I know the words mean nothing to you but action, I am in painful from past and present. I lost many people in my life, Now I am losing you, My heart is too painful, My tears coming out of my eyes, My eyes is became redness and watery I knew that time will happen like this, I don't want move on with life without you, We don't trust each other, We don't communicate each other, Life is so painful My question am I leave this world? It will be peaceful. No painful