Painful Days

Why cant I explain these feelings I guess life has taken on a new meaning Like, I dont feel any better singing Because on the inside my heart is still screaming I asked God to take away all the pain please To rip out my heart and let me freeze Because in my chest all I feel is the squeeze So really there's no way to make me feel at ease My body has lost all its support Inside me lies no emtions of any sort I wish I could build and hide in a fort Or that somehow all memories of you would abort They say that time will heal the wound But to me time, isnt anytime soon Because now every night, I still look up at the moon And remember how I said I would always remember you Regardless of my past, I will smile everyday Even if the pain will never go away Down on me will always shine a beautiful sun ray And I will move on, or so thats what they say