painful love

I hear but don't see,

It's like a window infront of a bee,

I try not to be blind,

I have to open my mind,

With his closed ears,

There's closed thoughts,

Those insults weren't bought,

Isn't that enough of what I have to bare,

No laughs,

Tons of fights,

Really long nights,

Ha, who would of thought,

Not me nor I,

That should of been denied,

Not the love and hugs,

But the stories and the lies,

Avoidence and silence was the new trend,

Talking and forgivness was thrown away,

That shouldn't have happened,

What a way to get to the end,

Loving is no excuses,

It's risking,

Not leaving bruises,

Just asking to care once more darling,

I regret saying I love you,

To someone who never knew,

Love is not suffering,

It's the feeling of being brave.