THE PAINS WITHIN

The Pains Within / Dark Angel

I exist in the depths of solitude 
pondering my true goal on love 
And what I call my own. 
Trying to find peace of mind on what 
Is right in Jehovah's eye's, 
God is still preserve my soul for true love 
I am always constantly yearning to be accepted 
By my own how I gave life to, 
And they don't even give respect. 
I never compered God's love to the night because 
That would never be right in Jehovah's eye's. 
My only regret is I made life to the night 
When I was out running with the wind. 
Four young heart trying to make a life without 
Jehovah God on their side. 
How can there be peace in their life if they are 
Running with the night! 
How can I be in the depths of solitude with the 
Pains I let set in. 
I set up at night and sometimes I cry asking God why 
Did I do this to my life, 
Then I gave birth to four living souls that tree whats 
To let go and one wants to run in light with me, 
And the other want to run with the wolves of the night 
Sometimes I cry when I'm alone and on my own getting old, 
The tears I cry is wishing to love and to undo all that 
I had done in my life and make it right in your eyes Jehovah 
My tears flow deep like the pouring rain of much pains, 
I cry because my heart is torn. 
Sometimes I found it hard to sleep at nights with so much on my mind, 
No love in sight to tell me I am going to be alright. 
It's painful and sad and sometimes crying is a friend within. 


Poetic Lilly J .Emery (c)