Painting in Silence

each painting a new chapter watching the movement of the brush going up and down, side to side feeling the essence of similarity within but still having highs and lows communicating with the colors but being denied of the beauty the blending of lines and the detail being shown each uses the technique of characterization not knowing which color will work well with others having to pray and hope it comes out well but never does watching in silence as you see others finish but yours is still being painted trying to keep up with those still working but can never find the power to continue the bristles still have paint on them you can’t leave them to sit and lie but if you do there will be consequences your painting will be bare and sad but it’s not the paintings fault it’s yours but you need your painting is finished you can’t leave behind the pencil marks there but you can’t also keep the solid pop of color because that’s “too boring” there’s nothing “eye grabbing” you finally finished with no breaks no congratulations but it ends up looking like a jagged line