Paranoid

So you want to know why im paranoid, its funny you would even ask

Maybe it's because you didnt do just a simple little task

Im paranoid because you lied and failed me,

but even more from the things you wouldnt dare tell me

So you want to know why im paranoid, lets get one thing straight,

you were embarassed of me even on our first date

but the worst part of everything is that you know i tried,

After everything is said and done this relationship has died

So you want to know why im paranoid my reason is this,

you were the first girl i have ever loved, you were my bliss

I have written this story down to remind myself of the truth

All of my words are heartbreaking proof.

-E.S.K.J.