Passing Days

Every passing day 

I miss you  more than ever 

With every breath I take 

It hurts so much more 

To know you're not here anymore 

Every waking minute 

I find myself thinking of you 

Sometimes I just want to scream 

Why you? Why did you have to go? 

But I know that won't bring you bacj 

The hardest this is 

I didn't get to say goodbye 

In honesty 

Does it get easier 

Or harder as the days pass

If only I was there that  night 

Then maybe I'd feel less guitly 

For not visiting very often 

It's just to hard for me to handle 

I'm trying to stay strong 

But my body is crumbling  

I miss you so much it hurts 

I don't know if I can do this anymore

I'm slowly breaking 

It may be selfish of me 

But I want you back 

Just for one more day 

One more hug 

I know it wasn't your choice to go 

I'm losing myself 

I'm trying to take these broken wings and fly 

But I'm going nowhere 

I'm stuck in place 

I'm trying to stand tall 

But I'm being pushed down 

With every thought about you 

I just want to cry 

But the tears won't come 

Losing you, hit me like a bullet 

Ever since you left 

It's been a struggle 

The pain just won't go away 

Why did you have to leave 

Everything I do is for you 

Grandma, I miss you