The past

Time to to live in the past the green grass the sunshine and most of all a family to love and care for I'm done fighting for the present they aren't worth fighting for the fastest way better back when I had to my brothers all of them I had life and happiness this guy never seemed to sadden or look angry life was full and so was I the present is empty with sadness anger and regret as my friends always seem too happy but you never saw the inside the time so I kept strong but even strength fails some point I wasn't born with Hercules strength but I tried this time I just ran out of strength and hope I've heard and repeated if you live in the past you miss the present and I still believe this to be true just at this time I'm choosing to let the present pass me by regret for leaving those who cared even if their influence wasn't the best anger for not seeing then it it was a mistake I would regret for a thousand lifetimes the present is it worth it anymore wake me up if the future is