past effect

They say " your past always comes back to hunt you " I know my past is kinda rocky, But never would i have imagined that it would've affected me this bad. You're who i want, You're who I'm willing to fight for, You're who i want to spend all my time with. At first i thought it was you trying to pull one over on me. You got me comfortable, and now i trust in you. But the whole time you thought i was trying to play you. At first I was like how could that be, How could you think i would do that to you. Then you started talking about 2 years ago, and all the puzzles fill into place. I understood now, it made sense. Everything that has happened gave me a bad name, Even though i didn't intend on those things, The name it gave me is one i just can't shake. No matter what i do or say my past is stuck and i have to deal with the obstacles thrown at me.