Past present future

All this time, I never knew, Or realized, The feelings , that built up inside. Here and there, We're butterflies, That I tried to push aside. I'm a fool, This I know, Oblivious of people. But How I feel now, I can show, Through my actions, Not my words. I know you've been through, Ups and downs, But that's what makes you stronger, Than all the others. I may not be able, To express how I feel, Very well. But I'll try , As long as you know, My feelings for you will always grow. I am shy, And I cry, A lot. But poetry flows through my mind, For words are just words, But with poems I can express life. So with these words, I ask , Will you please, give us a chance? I gotta tell you, I Will always be scared, Of getting hurt. But to me, It's worth it, You and only.