PastFeelings

i feel you constantly

everytime he touches me

i feel your hands on my skin

and every time he kisses me

i feel your breath on my neck

and i smell your cologne that is

still embedded in my sheets

and on nights where i am lonely

the smell suffocates me

and sometimes i am flooded with

the memories of you forcing yourself

on me and holding me down until

you got what you wanted

i feel you and

i feel fear

and i can only hope that the

next person to hold me fixes

everything you broke