Peace of Mind

What does it truly mean to be in solitude?

It means to be at absolute peace with my own company. It took awhile to understand that . Being the fact that never knew how to be alone before 

I never knew how to be happy and I never how I much closer I get to God when I took a break from the world.

No it's not isolation , it's my freedom from the false society from a senseless device that we're all so addicted to. 

I feel that many has loss their sense on reality. They've loss the sense to think for themselves. Some days I feel that I would rather live in my fantasy world. We're everyone lives in perfect peace and harmony. 

I pray the to the Lord above to fix my heart. 

This has truly been a spiritual journey. 

I should learned to mediate , I heard it can heal the soul. Whether or not I just want to listen to my jazz.  

Have you ever been in battle with the mind? Constant headache from praying for constant peace. Maybe my prayers are being heard and it's just me. Not knowing how to control my thoughts and emotions

Or maybe it's just from my lack of sleep. I just need a peace of mind.

I need to get away to my definition of peace. Into a world full of trees and sweet of fruits. To hear the birds chirp and to see the sun rise is truly a blessing to me.  I Appreciate the little things because, I believe that we are nature.  In a way I know that the grass and leaves will return but we don't. The mysteries of life, isn't it beautiful. From the beetle to the bee , it stings but isn't beautiful. Could you possibly look at life the same way. Unplug from the toxicity and addiction and look around into your world. It stings but isn't it beautiful. The creator is truly a master artist.

I just want to get lost in the trees