Peace unleashed Beast

Lyrics go like this ?.... “ honestly try to be....try stay occupied ....BEAT DROPS ... I Try to stay occupied, so I don’t lose my mind But but can’t stop thinking the whole damn time of how this just ain’t right. I try to bring peace but it unleashes this beast As it breaks on through just passed the breach crushing the threshold I hear it screams I realize it’s you as you thrash through And you beat your feet against the cold concrete leaving cracks that elevate these bleeding streets like the cracks in all your stories ya to try to convince me But please baby please tell me please what are your true visions and dreams you see and seek when you lay naked under those sheets ? Do you reach for False materials means ? Or do ya possibly try to seek to find the true essence within me ? What’s that inner voice that you choose to follow ? is she a bit terrible or is she meek? Facts and purpose seem bleak Am I am losing end Cause this sure isint no winning streak” Then goes back to intro “ I try to stay occupied so I don’t lose my mind I can’t stop thinking the whole damn time about how this just isn’t right I keep trying to bring peace but each time you decimate me you create the destruction Like Frankenstein‘s monster and ya turn it on me Deflecting your true essence into the reflection of me Then ironically the villagers who see Me start to flee like the tears that flee this trauma I breath from inside me But never see the truth and reality in my screams That of heartbreak and horror in these shattered dreams you’ve takin from me you the real villain in this story ....”