Pedestal

 

I feel so far away from everyone. Like they're scared to touch me or talk to me or anything. they feel like they'll fuck up and ill leave.

 

i dont know what it is but i feel like im put on a pedestal around my friends

 

and no not the popularity pedestal with happiness and just a lot of compliments (even though we all compliment each other)

 

but this "take care of her." pedestal.

 

i feel toxic.

 

no one needs to do that and if they are then I'm toxic because- i just am.