The Perfect Storm

Like a great American sprinter you run through my thoughts... Every Day, Every Hour, Every Second. You stormed in unexpectedly, you were suppose to jus be someone I'd jus have fun with, on this ride I call life. But something even more unexpected occurred. This thing called feelings storm in pouring all different types of emotions never felt. Rain drops of Anger... Winds of jealousy.... Clouds, filled of suppressed emotions. As if I was a sailor in a storm I fought through these waves of torment... We live in a world expecting instant gratification, it doesn't work like that, it takes time. I would quit for moments at a time but never give in to defeat, cause my heart wouldn't let me. The power this storm has over me is just unbearable. Everyone has emotions, just the fear of being hurt weakens the emotion to love. I've never not been in control of my own emotions and thoughts. I'm strong minded person who can ward of any attempts to pull out my emotions. It feels as if A tornado rip through my mind and jumbled all my thoughts leaving me speechless. She has remote access to every channel I possess, what ever emotion she wants me to feel, she can turn to it. In some moments, I think she knows me better then I do. Im at the point now, where nothing matters as long I reach my destination. My destination is her heart. I want to corse through every valve in her heart, helping it stay vibrant and full of life. I know imma catch hell trying to reach that destination, ha I already am.. I envision me reaching that place one day and calling it home. Sailing the sea is fun, but there is no better feeling then solid dry land.. Gives you something concrete. Just as two lovers cementing their names, showing true passion and loyalty for each other. You are my, Perfect.... Storm