Phase three

An all I really want from you is the fuckin truth all I really needed from you is for you to look inside of you an see the truth I stayed in the shadows of your spotlight but let's be real all along, I've been the one the one that you lean on You act as if I some fly by the night kind of thing and that's why we ain't on Talkin terms because I pour so much of me into you an you can't even see it guess I deserve to be treated that way you act as if you never knew my name maybe its just best if we forgot all the nights we stayed up late, how about the trip to the beach best we forget that too then acting like I ain't been there like the rest like when you needed a place to rest your head when you needed space to get out of your head like I ain't put you up on game like I ain't lift you up when you felling down and you got some nerve treating me like a stray dog when I been your friend when them other left you weak I always came thought an gave you strength what happened to me before anything before the money and the hoes before any thing i thought you said you wouldn't put nothing above our love an I told you I do the same an if you fell broke I hustle with you to get you right but you put it all before me you wasn't about it bout it an now I all fuck up because I gave you all of me I gave you my soul I let you in deep I went against every thing I believe because you past the test you stay down for me even if I wasn't around you still love me down and when I came around you treated me so cold you left me you was never supposed to fuckin go you was supposed hold tight be like that's my queen let me give my baby her crown cause I turly fuck with you I didn't give a fuck about your money I wanted to see your soul I got to know you for real I thought we built something for real I kept my guard up with every body I know but I let them down for you didn't your dumb ass realize that ninja tho we wasn't eye to eye we were heart to heart an even if it seem like I was close with anyone low-key we were far apart I never tap in with them the way I tap in with you I never say a role with you that's why I get so mad with you that's why I can't even speak to you right now I ain't like these other bitches that only come to get what they can get out of you like I was 100 with you I share all my deepest thought with you I show you my emotion and that's something I never do so yea I mad at you like super duper mad at you I can't even talk to you because why the fuck you think it was okay to do me that way I open up for you an you left me an then you go an pick up another an I get it but the fact that you couldn't even try for me that's super wake b an yet I still fucking love you what the fuck is wrong with me