Photo of a Skinny White Girl

And it is with this that I am thrust into the reality of the world the world of blue eyes, blonde hair beige skin where being anything bigger than a 4 (god forbid) is casually categorized as "fat" this world, where my dark, ebony skin is described as exotic where my braids and natural kinky curls are only accepted as a fad or a movement, not a norm where designers and marketers brainwash me until I can't look at myself in the mirror without thinking my eyes are too far apart nose is too flat skin too dark ass too big hair, uncontrollable thighs, huge body, fat it is with this photo that I realize that I live in a society that will never accept me or people like me that those celebrities meant to placate me are merely a construction of what differences are acceptable it is with this that I will have an eternal and unattainable checklist of light skin, pale eyes, full lips, triangle nose, skinny thighs, blonde hair so I will spend years crying at my failures attempting to change wishing to change wanting to be someone I know I can't be watching my life as a film where I play the sidekick believing that the happy ending wasn't made for me s go here)