PILLS AND SOMETHING ELSE

Whenever  I'm scared or alone

Usually the latter, 

Doing this is what

Makes me feel better

It doesn't make me be better

It doesn't help with the looneliness

BUt it's the only thing I can turn to

When around me is all darkness

I'm not sick physically

Only in my mind

Loneliness devours me

And these pills are the only thing that's mine

But what if

What if it won't be enough

When the time comes

And it becomes rough

If I feel something more

If it becomes worse

What will I do

Do I turn to something else

Well who knows?

I'm not really sure

Pills and something else

Nothing else for cure