Pissing me off

Your pissing me off because everytime you open your mouth I pray you say something stupid but instead I am met with your artistic views and original ideals and it dissapoints me that you can say something so beautiful. And from that point on I cannot deny the fact that your mind is beautiful... and maybe your eyes are beautiful... And maybe your lips a-.... ... But thats besides the point! The point is, the lingering thought of your lips is a lavish luxury I will learn to live without. Your pissing me off cus I think about you and im not suppose to. I want to reject you turn my back roll my eyes and hate you. I dont want to want you but You smiled at me And maybe I thought about it a little longer than I should have Cus society told me you was someone I couldnt have And I wrote this poem and you got me thinking I shouldnt have. Cus its like as soon as I got you out my train of thought you walked passed me and you Brushed my hand And I dont think you knew that I knew what you did but I did and I hate it cus I liked it and it pisses me off Cus I caught you licking your lips and I hated myself for looking And that time our eyes met I hated myself for blushing I cant even look myself in the mirror because I cant believe im crushing On someone im not suppose to But after much deliberation I have come to the conclusion that I hate you Because I like you.