That Place

I'm scared I'm going back to the dark place

The place I call hell

It's trying to drag me back in

It try and kick and scream

But it's like I'm mute

No one understand what's going on in my head

All they see is angry on the outside

But I'm truly crying on the inside

Trying to claw my way out

But it's like there are weights on my feet

Holding me down

Never letting me go

I’m scared it will never let me go

I'm afraid I'll be like this forever

I just wish I could be normal for once

So people could finally see the true me