A Plea

 I am afraid.

I don’t know what I am doing,

I don’t know what is going on a round me;

I feel like I've been set on autopilot without a destination.

Everyone seems to know what to do

but me

I just sit here.

Letting life go on even though I don’t think I am living.

I am being.

But I do not know who I am,

how can you be without knowing who you are?

Is it possible?

So many unknowns.

So many choices.

So many opinions clouding my own.

I am afraid that I cannot do it alone.