Please forgive me

I look to the sky and pray for a better day, Some how some way, Maybe one day I'll be heard and god will answer every word and let me fly in the sky as an angel like a bird and set me free Releasing all this pain that has ever came to me But don't get me wrong there's nobody to blame but me It's to plain to see, it's what I now realize and see what has changed me for me and let me be this better me for the better me to see myself to see myself to be this one and only lost and lonely soul to be whole Cuz never again will I fall in this hole and not think it will all just change in a blink of an eye Just think it could of happen to you or I so now who am I and so what if I haven't told you or I at least I still stand here stand here and try, try to ask for your forgiveness cuz your not the one that has to live this life that I live so just try to forgive and look past all the bad that I did in my past I know what I did was wrong so here I ask for you to forgive me I'm sorry, please forgive me