Please Someone...

Why must I be plagued with these sorrowful memories,

Why is it I’m hurt by you repeatedly,

Why must I be forced to relive it,

Why is it I cannot forget?

I cannot forget what you did to me,

Therefor I cannot forgive you for it,

Cause every time I close my eyes,

I see the scene play out before me.

No matter which memory it is,

It always is the same as the first one,

I wish I could forget,

And then I could forgive,

But that seems impossible for me…

So I put on a mask,

Whenever I have the dreams,

I have kept it secret,

Fearing people would judge me…

Knowing if I should tell,

I would not know how to start,

Knowing it would shatter my control,

And fearing you would find me again…

So I beg,

Please someone hear me,

Please someone help me,

Please someone listen to me,

Please someone save me…