......

This is pitiful. That's the best way for me to put it. There's no point in me trying anymore so I might as well just fade out of existence...cause what's the point in me putting forth an effort for a girl whose eyes are too blind to see em. it's just been L after L after L, Ive just been in denial about it all. I tried. I really did try. but in the end it wasn't enough. It never was enough. and it probably...never mind. It never will be enough.