So here i lay sad and afraid 

Everyday i pour my heart onto another page 

I wish this pain would go away 

You cannot help me do not pray

You cannot help me stay away

Anxiety, Fear, depression have consumed me

My heart Is doomed

To scared to open up

To angry to search for love

I’ve come to realize there is no one up above

I’m consumed with anger cannot escape 

I’m filled with hate no one is safe 

I’m a ticking time bomb ready to blow 

Will i make it? nobody knows