A Poem About Knowing Myself
I am Joe
Son of John and Kathleen
Brother of Jack
Born in Fort Collins
Grandson of Jon
A man with eyes brown as mine
Eyes Brown as delicious chocolate
Soft like dog’s fur
Hair short and brown
Combed into perfect alignment
Lines straight like military formations
I was born to help my people
An Eagle Scout always helps others first
And to enjoy what I have been given
Making use of my skills
Enjoying my world
I want a purpose
A reason for being,
Something to make my life musical,
Something timeless,
Like the sands on the beach
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I believe in the American dream
The will of man
The want for the better life
The importance of hard work
The value in reward
The will to make paradise a reality,
Actuality, Truth, Being
But the belief that more money lies at the heart of this dream is just wrong
I believe money breeds greed
I believe happiness is not greed
I believe happiness is not joy
Pleasure, Jubilation, Emotion
And I believe happiness is finding the music of your life
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Earliest memory of the island vacation
Sandy Beaches
Relaxing in a chair
Peaceful bliss
White sand, Blue water
Happy as Happy can be
Feeling the music
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A white sail
Jutting from the ocean blue
Alone in the sea
Swiftly crossing past the cove
Elegant in its motion
It sees palm trees sway,
With the calm swift ocean breeze,
Waving at the boat
Waves crash into rough black rocks
Tall walls protecting the cove
A normal day here
On a white Hawaiian beach
The calm sky above
The sun smiles down
Brightening the island scene
Coloring the place
Bright beautiful greens around
Clear calm majestic blues
The light shows the life
Calm and cool yet bright; blissful
The light of the life
The leaves rattling,
Pushed around by sea born winds
Percussion of life
The waves are the crash cymbals
Rhythmic beats go like clockwork
Joyful melody
Children squeal with bliss and glee
Playing together
The orchestra of happy,
That reverberates today
Who pilots the boat?
The zooming white triangle
Where does he go now?
What got him here on this day?
Can he hear the orchestra?
This place is my home
My home far away from home
I don’t want to leave
I want to stay here always
I want to be here all times
Here with family
All of us here together
Happy forever
Can he hear the orchestra?
Can I hear the orchestra?
Can We hear the orchestra?
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The hour the sun sets on the crashing blue waves,
The hour the sun closes out the orchestral magic of this place
The hour the sky is painted orange with glowing light,
The hour the lanterns light up with glowing flame, signaling the day’s end,
The sorrowful hour that signals the end of my trip with the setting of the sun,
The hour the sun sets closing an unforgettable adventure
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I don't understand…
Why we have to leave
Why we can’t stay
Why the music has to end
But most of all…
Why I hate my hometown
Why I go to that school
Why they are mean there
What I did wrong
What I understand is…
Why this place is good
Why I will miss these days
Why I want to stay
Why I feel this way
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Beloved Pooh bear
So soft and quite cuddly
You made life better
Helped me get through the hard bits
Comfort in the worst of times
Now you are left back
Back in the resort bedspread
I will not see you again
Goodbye friend, you will be missed
Enjoy your new purpose, whatever it may become
Listening to this orchestra for the rest of your days