A Poem for Captain.

Teach me how to love you. Teach me how to be the girl that you need in your life. I need you to show me everything. How to be there, how to care, how to love, how to make love to you. I just need your guidance. I want this and I want you but you obviously don't want me anymore because of my actions. My constant arguing, bickering and fighting. I wanna be your girl, I really can't go another day without you. I'm putting up my white flag. I surrender I can't take it anymore. Not talking to you and everything. Is killing me emotional, physically and mentally. Teach me how to be a girlfriend. Teach me how to be your girlfriend. Living a life knowing that You don't want anything to do with me Is driving me crazy. All of this crying, begging and obsessive text are all because of love. This was basically my first real relationship I guess you can say that I blew it. Yea I might have a lot of issues I just need you to show me, teach me, and guide me. Teach me how to love.