Poem So Dark It's Blinding

Tue, 12/05/2017 - 12:07 -- ATWSI

I’ve got couple bong rips

Held with a deep grip in my lungs

Yeah

I got a couple slits

Not just the ones that cover my eyelids

 

I lit my cigarette

With luck worse than a white lighter

Because God knows the way they eye me

The grinding gears

The way the sparks speak

They tell me

I am a fuck up

Fuck it

I’m way up

I am addicted to it

Chain smoking til I’m all nic’d

Creeping on cursed grounds

 

A fake façade

A naked love

Let the snakes hiss

Stab me in the back with a bedazzled blade

The devil doesn’t even want me in his pit

Because I still got my motherfucking skin slit

Stay sinning

Never seen God slang

Silver like a goddamn blade

What’s the move?

It ain’t the right way

Taking the long way home

Buggy eyed bastard

The way He stares down at me

 

I aint counting cash

I ain’t hard like that

I’ve got plenty of masks

They all accomplish the same task

 

I know you're looking at me as a sideways 

Well get off you're high horse, kid

My hope aint worth finding

You can feel this shit between the linings

This poem so dark its blinding  

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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