The point of no return

As the days slowly slip away my mind continues to wonder if love will ever knock on my before the time on my heart expires cause at this point in my life my soul deserves to be inspired by something that could change the way my heart bleeds every night I'm losing sleep because my eyes are restless because of so many stressful night constantly fighting with all might trying to stay strong for the love that's in my life but how can I pour out the happiness in my heart when it's not even accepted I have countless hours without you by side and at this moment it's to the point that all I wanna do is hide soul because you are not there to hold me through my darkest times what if I was to confide in someone else would it upset are would you even care that another is willing to give to me what you taken away from me sometimes I wait by the phone just hear your voice but all it get is false up cause it's your voice I hear but not the person I fell in love with what if I told you the for smile is because of someone else comfort would then try to win my heart or would you just stare at me with any empty to try and hide your truest emotions and since will always give you all my attention how would you feel if I looked for love from somewhere else how would feel if another person swept me off my feet and took me away from I pray one day you will wake from your dream and give me the love my soul needs