Pointless

I'm talking but nobodys listening. I'm screaming but nobody can hear me. I'm scared. I'm mad. everything I do is never good enough. Stop. forget it. I mean its pointless nothing I can do about it. It's done. The past? Irrelvant. The present? Struggling. the Future? Blind. I gotta do what I gotta do. grow up. no other way. screaming its pointless. no way of stopping whats happening. Stay strong. theres not much time left until I'm gone. tick tock. but theres nothing i can do the end is near.