Pointless Hope

A fragile hope we may really speak has just been shattered into pieces A fragile hope that will stop my bleed is still alive and somehow increases God, how did I fall and why so hard? Why is your voice now my favorite song Why is it that when you're near I act like a retard Why is that all I want to do is to accompany along I know what you think and how you feel So why does the fragile false hope still exist I know that "us" remains a dream unreal But the hope still fills my head with mist And nobody knows how much it hurts To watch never happening wonderful plots And it tortures you slowly or even worse It dig holes in you like the one from shots So my only salvation is getting it killed I'm so tired of it so help me to stop it Destroy the illusory castles I have build because I'm unable to destroy them.