Prayer #13

Hey God...I'm confused.

Was I reading the signs wrong?

Was i connecting dots when the game was Sudoku?

There's nothing I can do and it's a strange feeling.

Like what now? I was looking forward to this. I don't get it.

But maybe I'm not supposed to "get it".

If you love something, let it go, right? God's plan...right?

I don't know why you gave me the capicty to believe and be optimistic. 

I don't know why you had us meet. I really don't.

But something's got to come out of this. It's not the end yet. Not yet.

 I don't know if this is a "no" or a "maybe later", but thanks for it.

I hope he has a wonderful life, whether I am in it or not. 

The sun and the rain can coexist and fucntion, but for how long?

I don't know.

But the again, the sun and rain make rainbows.

While short, thank you for this rainbow.