present fears

09/04/2019

3:23pm

when the sun rises

it’s not only then that i think about you,

but i already knew

though i couldn’t forsee,

i get attached

i kinda want my heart back

because people have taught me not to trust

i just recently let him back in 

i fear that too.

i hate saying “i love you”.

i don’t really think i love him

i don’t really think i love her either

but they’ll learn

and hopefully i don’t break

i gave up apart of me

i feel numb

not in the baddest way

not in the best way,

18:1

maybe more,

and i want you.

i started looking at the signs

 ( i never looked at the signs !)

and we match 

in passion

in emotion

in spirit

we

but i

and 

yeah.