Pretty boy <3

That boy is tall

that boy is smart

that boy is sporty 

That boys blue eyes make my muscles tense and squeeze anytime i see them

His beautiful pearly-white smile gives my stomach butterflies 

I look at that boy from a distance

My heart starts to race

I walk down the hall and try to avoid looking at him but i cant control my eyes 

Almost like he's my magnet and im the metal

The accidental eye contact starts a fire in my stomach that spreads

and makes my skin burn and sweat

That boy is pretty

His pointy nose, his blue eyes, his smile, even his ugly messed up hair is pretty to me

But god, I hate that boy

because I know he wont ever be my pretty boy

I hate knowing i wont ever feel his arms around me 

I hate knowing I will never feel his lips on mine

I hate knowing we wont even have a single conversation because why would he want to talk to me?

I hate him

I love him

I love his voice

I love his cute laugh that makes me melt away

His smile is so perfect

He's so pretty

Too bad i cant be with him

Too bad he won't be my pretty boy 

And i cant be his