The pretty bsf

Blue eyes, blonde hair, and perfect body

Thats my best friend 

And she’s perfect 

But shes going thru things she doesnt deserve 

And i mean shit so am i 

Sometiems i think what it would be like if i looked like her

Shs what i always wanted to look like

I was never happy with my tan ish self 

The brown eyes

Brunette hair 

Always made me feel ugly 

Except on certain days 

Could we switch bodies 

I want to be the pretty skinny blue eyed perfect friend

We’re both going thru shit and idk which one is worse

I just want to feel pretty

I want to look like the person i cant ever be 

The one i always wanted to be 

The person who didnt have to suck in 

It hurts because no matter what i cant be that skinny 

I want to be 

Im never happy 

I wish i was

Cuz this is gettin tiring 

Its so tiring and its hurting

Its hurting so bad

But noone knows

So atleast its ok 

Would my problems disappear 

No 

But atleast i would think im pretty

And shit she doesnt need make up 

Shes so beautiful 

And so amazing