Princes

"Princes."

"Princes."

The word cuts through my skin.

"Baby girl."

"Baby girl."

"You'll always be our baby girl"

The words hurt and fester inside.

The pain I feel when you tell me that I will look like a boy,

Because the feeling inside of me because of my urge to scream that that was the point.

But i stay quiet.

I cried that night;

Did you know that?

I will never tell you this until I don't have to see your eyes as your baby girl leaves.

But she never existed, she was but a figment built on ignorance and lies.

No matter if you except me or not because I will understand that your sad;

Because you raised a girl for sixteen years by now.

If you never want to see me again I will understand, I will leave because I love you too much to see your sadness and disappoint mint from loosing the one thing you've always wanted.

You thought you had a baby girl but I'M A BOY NOT A GIRL!!!!

But I still love you and I don't think that will ever change.