Probability over possibility

now i love probability the ability to walk freely the ability to travel heartily the ability to work passionately the ability to live life lovingly before i hated possibility the chance to fall down the chance hamper work for travel the chance of overindulging the chance of listening ill from society now i love probability back then i hated possibility now i love surviving back then i prefered existing over living now i love the things i never even thought of the sunlight , the parks , the traffic