there is an infinite number of reasons on why i do the things i do
there is an infinite number of reasons on why i say the things i say
but i cant seem to find the reasons for you to do the things you do
i cant seem to find the reasons for you to say the things you say.
you feel a way i cannot seem to fully comprehend when i say things or do things
i'm the fuze to your bomb.
im the catalyst in your anger.
i set you off like 4th of july fireworks
... but its not that pretty
but let ME tell YOU something
you are the spark to my anger
the kick-off to my frustration
the acutation to me wanting to blow my head off
you are merely the reason why i have these pimples
you are a pain in the ass
i hate it.
i hate how you get mad for the littlest of things
i hate how sometimes you push me away
i hate how you stop talking
i hate how you try and avoid the conversation
i hate that you raise your voice at me when theres no need to
i hate that you add the "aaaaaa" after your words when you're aggravated at me
i hate this
i hate that
i hate arguing with you.
i hate all the bickering and all the smart remarks we make to eachother
im exhausted of it
constantly only wanting a simple conversation with you,
all i get is a pointless argument that leads to the "i love you's" and the "i miss you's"
you know what i say?
i say we skip it all
we skip the bickering
we skip the argument
we just pass the page
everytime we're going to start to fight, we stop.
and just go straight to the "i love you's" and the "i miss you's"
it's getting us nowhere
it's driving us insane.
and insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and you're just getting the same results
but lets stop getting the same results
lets create a new experiment
lets come up with a brand new hypothesis
lets have a better outcome.
and i will try every possible experiment
i will come up with endless conjectures
i will do anything.
but you must join me
join me in this journey.
hold my hand, and lets come up with untried conclusions
lets do it.
just you and i.
i will do
because our love is deep
our love is strong
our love is effortless
so, try it with me.