Proceding Hestantly

How I try over and over to avoid the enjoyable memories we had together conecting. Day after day the solid parts of my heart that aren't already broken, break piece by piece every second I think about it ever coming true. While I try to keep going on in life, I continuely have a sadning thought, what could I have done to prevent this from happening? At the same time I wonder, will the locks of my life ever form together again? As I continue to live in the depressing times of what is happening, another impression appears in my head, will this bond ever come again with me any time soon? Or will this be the end...