To Pull my Trigger

My heart is to broken,

My feelings to depressed,

My thoughts are closing in,

I grab my gun and put it to my head,

I wanna pull the trigger,

I cannot bring myself to stop the pain,

I want my life too end,

But I cannot leave my true love,

He holds my heart in his hands,

He controls me and my passion,

He stops me from pulling my trigger.