Puzzled

Jumbled thoughts Crowd my mind. Confusion, coincidences Leave me blank, scrambled up inside. I don’t know what to think. It’s like the world turns in on me, Like someone wants something of me Like there’s a bigger plan that I can’t see. Such a mystery! I feel like a lost puzzle piece In a lifetime of puzzles That can-and can’t-bring me peace. Coincidences- One after another Day by day, no end And no beginning, either. Is it a gift? Am I special? Am I weird? Some kind of miracle? Why me? Have I done something? Why can’t I understand it? Why can’t I see everything? Why can’t I get some answers? Why can’t I know? You’d think I could find out, but no. It doesn’t take long enough to do so. Is there a purpose for this? Some lesson to learn? Cause life is really long Waiting for the tide to turn.