For A Queen.

The feeling seems too progressive We both rather have it fall From a thousand skies to guarantee that we have dropped it all We always run face to face with depression But i don't want us to fall From a thousand issues falling from a thousand cloudy skies, guaranteeing that we probably haven't dropped it all I feel like a hypocrite Like those people i'm not too fond of I feel bad, I just want to turn the sound off Baby I want to reach out to you Like a flower, i want to sprout for you I don't know how, but i want to helpfully move my mouth for you And tell you the magic words so it could be something like a cure If anything i see a mirrored image that's only looking for support Sitting in the bathroom with invisible tears And we cant speak all we urge to, because we are scared And now i look into your eyes and i'm crying out You say baby what are you crying about I'm angry at myself and all my memories begin flying out I'm grabbing your hand and the wind blows our faces in separate directions To different obstacles, and now we're both desperate for a reflection I'm scared that maybe because i'm still bothered and unsolved That i may displace your puzzle pieces and scramble your mind even more My worse fear is to see your heart just fall to the floor You were the one to help me gain strength when my mind was undeveloped I worry about handling another me and my heart begins to swell up Anything that comes along, we can go through it together Because if we both are strong, that could make it even better I'm at a lost for words, as i stand in the mirror too I just really need you to know that I want to be here for you So those times where you sitting in the quiet getting attacked by thoughts I'm attacked too, n your emotions becomes my thoughts I would die for you Step in front of any bullet or any weapon and push you to the safest place you know so you can feel like you're in heaven I will dodge this life for you and i will swallow your depression Even if i'm not completely healed, may i still hold a suggestion? I want to be the person in your life that resembles a blessing And be able to pull you out of that quiet room with no question You never are a pest, and you never ask for much I want to give you the best, with even the slightest touch My stomach turns when your chest burns and when your heart starts to pump negative emotion I want to be your magic fountain where there are kisses to be blown in And i want to be the color yellow and the lyrics to is this love I want to travel before you so in advance i'll be the man with the magic hands, that will immediately help you up I want to be the light of the tunnel The end to the scary movie that you hate I want to be that random piece of comedy that breaks the fear And replaces the tears And exchanges the years No worries my dear No more heart ache, i'm here... Because i cant take the image of slashes on beauty Because ik there is no one else who matches your beauty Because I know that if I make you happy, truly I will block you from being hit from cruelty Because it pains me to know that you are miles away Surrounded by people, chasing your smile away Excuse me if i sound like a child to say Baby, i really wish to make you proud one day Half the man i am today is to be credited to my soul-mate I began to love by knocking down your whole gate I walked my heart on a leash as if it was a puppy on your lawn And as i made my imprints on your soul you saw the different paw prints on your heart I feel as if I've passed on a horrible sickness My infested emotions.. I never wanted to even witness But now that that picture may be unfolding directly in front of my view You should know, no matter how scared i am, no matter what, just as you had me, baby.. I have you. <3