QUEEN OF MY HEART

It was 4 a.m on Friday When my thoughts all got lost It all seemed like a bad day As my memory appeared short deep and intense in thoughts My head began to spin, My hands couldn't feel a pin. I fear my shadows were chasing after me Yet I couldn't run away from me. What i left behind Has gone far ahead in time. Chill runs down my spine A time I lost my shine. Fears has become my companion Hunts have come for a reunion. I played a second fiddle I remained in the middle Like a boat propeller, I became a paddle My back became your saddle. Once I became elevated A Night I became appreciated With time my joy exaggerated. Happiness never left me again With her all in life I've gained Now I'm to forget the pain Thanking the skies I didn't go insane. Nightmares has set my dream Sunset has become my dawn Rainfall has become my stream Fire has caught my fawn. Tears set up to roll With strength I tied them up Went out in the dark for stroll, Puzzled how I'm falling from the top, Like a tempest I couldn't stop. Trust is now my greatest fear It has given me pains to bear It led me into tear It gave me a glass to cheer Only to throw me for years. Supreme Queen of my heart Do not reopen for me this path Survival might not find me this time, As waters I will become rime. Look with love upon me I promise to worship thee. My hearts restlessness is now my friend Its path has become my trend For my heart I could fend. Life has played me Love has fooled me Trust has betrayed me Hope gave up on me Supreme Queen of my heart With care look upon me.